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Bedroom Demos

by Sad Dance Party

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1.
Airplane 03:40
I just wanna change every thought that goes through my head but i can not change it, I said, I'm sorry about everything i can't contain My heart is beating like a drum, but i'd rather beat everyone I'm angry cannot help this fire in me my heart is a symbol of destructioon i'm tired of ignoring all the action i could be a part of it instead i'm screaming on the inside of my body but really screaming on the inside of an airplane, every passenger staring at my face I don't understand how to change any part of my stupid brain i'm fighting every day to keep myself sane I wish I had the money to talk to somebody I know who could help me figure out my existential pain everyday i'm suffering the same mistake i'm sorry that I never got a better grade on topics that are thrown up and all over the place I'm screaming on the inside of my body but really screaming on the inside of an airplane every passenger staring at my face oh, at my face and I don't wanna change the way everybody says hello to me and I don't wanna make it seem like i'm okay with never understanding why I feel the way I feel today or how I feel at all Apologizing every single fucking way I'll never find a better way to say that thing that common terminology that fixes everything I'm screaming on the inside of my body but really screaming on the inside of an airplane every passenger staring at my face Oh, at my face
2.
Beach Town 04:41
I wanna see a ghost so i can be convinced theres somethin better after this I wanna see a dead man wearin a sheet over his head and i wanna wear a crown on my head made of paper children and i dont wanna deal with the shit i deal with on a daily basis and i wanna go back to california but i dont wanna be there with ya i wanna be happy to step outside and try new things and be better for you and i dont wanna be the dude who sits areound and smokes his dues away and waits for something else to change without tryin to change things on my own Alone But theres a better chance ill be happy right here yeah theres a better chance ill get over my fears yeah theres a better chance that i will be here and drinking beer yeah theres a better chance that I will be happy right here
3.
Passion Tinn 03:39
im yellin at myself everyday because i miss you still and thats not okay i go to work to forget about the shit i say and all the problems that i gotta go through everyday okay, i stole a couple bucks to make you smile i stole a couple bucks to make you squeal i stole a car and a record player vinyl too i stole a television animals and some food but none of it ever mattered to you oh no you fucked around with some other guys you did oh yeah you do and every time i see your eyes you tease me yeah you do and every time i see your face i hide im sleepin through the days and every fuckin night im sleepin through the year cause thats alright and i waste my time lookin for the light i waste my time lookin for it never livin life alright i used to wanna die when i was five but everything has changed now it only comes sometimes the feelin the anger the hatred the danger the livin the likin the learnin the lovin but none of it ever mattered to you oh no you fucked around with some other guys you did oh yeah you do and every timei see your eyes you tease me yeah you do and every time i see your face i cry but none of it ever mattered to you oh no you fucked around with some other guys you did oh yeah you do and every time i see your eyes you tease me yeah you do and every time i see your face i die
4.
i usually would stop cause i dont wanna be this way i would have to drop all of these intrepid games all over the door scratches and then bloody handprints all over the floor symphonies of blood and gore and when i was young i would stand over the grass hand on my heart feel the summer breeze move past wind in my hair and through the terribble and brash could i have been a better that i usually would quit think of an annoying quip seventeen and sad super fucking mad caricature dreams bleeding into me throwing a stream drinking on the scene and i am getting older and getting way more sad secretively stuffing all my problems in a bag cut my arm off to the bone and then i would brag could i have been a better that fade to black then my power came back from out of nowhere i was feelin alright the giant storm inside of me had thundered all night my arms and legs had switched their places and i wasnt me i crawled on all four of my limbs yeah all my hands and feet and then i ran i ran i ran from the man that had chased and screamed i yelled i yelled i yelled for everybody that id seen i tried i tried to break the spell that had come over me but there was no way to get out of this entire thing

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